I did reach the point where most people I think just bite the bullet and have kids even if they still feel like kids once though. I struggler with the fact that I wouldn’t be able to provide that same childhood. Part of that is I went to private school (idk how bc my parents weren’t wealthy) and before I did my mom was home with me so I never had to go to daycare. I make good money but I pay basically a second mortgage every month to sallie mae so idk if I’ll ever feel financially capable of supporting a child. I think it was the start of the internet/social media and also student loans.